A Short Rabbit Hole Filling In.....
I had to do it, Elizabeth was haunting me. This past weekend I spent a lot of time and emotional energy digging into the story I spent most of my life avoiding for some reason. I think I figured out why. Behind those eyes were intense pain and getting a summary of what was published it felt like I knew her, and always had. Her story had elements the whispered my own, f rom my childhood where I was ill, and in spite of it worked with more trauma being placed on daily. I felt that ache. Maybe I've always have and that is why I turned away the first time I learned about around the age of 8 or 9. Jay Sebring- I was an old movie fiend even back then in the 70s - I loved film noir, Cary Grant (my first love), old Hitchcock movies, even the Ziegfeld Follies - Esther Williams with her water ballet of synchronized dancing - to a little girl, as a toddler when living in Hollywood land and had no problem taking my 18 month old legs and running towards an ocean and the waves - well, i...
