Dear America - What Do I do? It's your problem too.

What Do I Do With All This?

I posted a rougher draft of this earlier on Facebook, but it needs more space. If you’re new here, scroll back through the last few months. The story doesn’t make sense unless you see the whole thread.

It’s real. It’s from my heart. And somehow, it feels like it’s bigger than just me.

My father’s side carries military brass, UAW leadership with shady edges, Catholic rosaries, and German grandparents , one of whom wore that moustache until the day he died. A general uncle. Godparents flipping off  (sarcasm) Mickey Mouse at Disney. And a profile that fits every wild MKUltra rumor you’ve ever heard: highly intelligent, risk-taker, could win a bar fight. Coincidence? Maybe. But I have receipts.

My mother’s line is pure American chaos: Henry VII descendants with knights, witches, patriots, rapists, brainiacs, and secret society ties. Quakers, Peale connections, Roswell and White Sands proximity. She knew Jay Sebring in his early years. When I watched the documentary months ago, a woman named Elle Elliott appeared ,  same maiden name as my mother, same doppelganger look. My brother was obsessed with Dances with Wolves. I felt it in my bones.

Then Chicago. Evanston. John David Norman and his Navy buddy from the same Ohio town as Norman Vincent Peale. Strong secret society connections on that side too. That “buddy” groped and molested me as a child.

I was sick for years,  doctors with no answers. A nurse once pulled me aside and warned me never to let a male doctor take me into a room alone or remove a catheter without a witness. I was a little girl.

As a pre-teen/teen I broke. Swallowed a bottle of pills while watching Trapper John, M.D. I survived, told my mother. Her response: “Don’t tell your father. It would kill him.” Then she shipped me to Los Angeles to an older sibling who put me on a factory floor ,  underage, enlarged spleen, on medication, medical file in hand. The owner of that business? His surname links to the same circles around Frank Lloyd Wright’s Taliesin, right now-today. 

Catholics, Germans, military, secret societies, Hollywood, Scientology-adjacent threads, rich and poor, left and right , they all thought they were damn 007.

And for 58 years my family has told people I was lying about being sick, that I was exaggerating, that I wasn’t disabled. Gaslighting on an industrial scale.

So I’m asking , world, whoever is reading this:

What do I do with all this?

1-800-Therapist? Seriously? Don't say let go, let God...we've been saying. that for decades, pay attention. 

So, how are those Epstein files coming? 

Satisfied yet? 

“This is raw source material from someone who lived it. Names, places, timelines, and connections are here. Do your own homework and verify.”

Above Image by Sara Castellano Frutos from Pixabay