My children are getting prepared to leave me. Both of my sons and at the same time. They are 18 and 23. They have been my world from the moment I knew they were growing within me. From the time I was a very young girl all I dreamed about was having children. A longing for a sense of unconditional love. I would get lost in my thoughts on how every day I would tell my child I how much I loved them. How perfect they were to me, even their flaws. They would never wonder if they were a mistake. Yes, I had it all planned out ...the one thing I didn't plan on was them leaving the nest I dreamed about providing. Needless to say as my boys make their plans to have some great adventures I sit with mixed emotions. We've been through so much together. Survived so much, and they are such great human beings I will miss their company as much as I miss their presence. Originally they were to leave last month but logistics on getting things together in a short period of time on top of