Purge- Morning Coffee Thoughts

When I write on the blog anymore it means I am purging for healing.  I , like so many others, was touched by this CSA  sh!t domino show. It has impacted every aspect of my life and it began before I had even realized.  Many memories have been there since they were created, I fear unlocking those I may have locked away for protection. 

How many of us are walking around not realizing all the triggers surrounding? Women? Men?  

I think about little Nevaeh Buchanan , 2009 in Monroe Michigan, another case still unsolved - her little body face down in a shallow grave - quick set cement dumped on her little body, and dirt in her lungs- a sign she was alive when placed.  She was 5 years old and surrounded by CSA predators.  I am breathing today - able to bItch and moan about health conditions being ignored-bring awareness to a #zebralife . Opportunities she never had. Her case decades after my childhood but yet that bond of dismissal connects - not important enough, move on. 

When it feels like I have an active CSF leak occuring, I am pretty much bed bound while it heals, again. Frustration screams and memories are triggered to my life in a child's body. Something that has always felt fleeting , even while walking in those shoes.

Chronic illness frustration brings it all out again. It compounds. Taking an already traumatized person and knowingly layering more trauma upon them, creates a modern day torture chamber the masses seem to allow. Man's way carried out via different mediums and considered innovation - progress. 

Jeers or cheers, it doesn't matter anymore - does it? It all has society's attention. 

That's how brainwashing works. And spider webs are created. All those connections from family to organization to religion to corporation to government. Silk threads woven tight for poison to walk its tracks. 

(yeah-one of those mornings....words spewing)

Every drop of blood is enriching another's wealth shrouded in lies  of holiness. It doesn't matter if that message is political, theological, or flat out nonsensical 

A pyramid scheme - 

They've already won. 

Look at us.  We can do better. We have to- 

Anyhow - my Tuesday morning coffee thoughts, cute Zebra huh?  I used Canva to create it. 

Be Well - 💜💜💜

#johndavidnorman #francisshelden treating children like they were inanimate test subjects for the #greatergood, cough cough #gateprogram, and then blaming them for bleeding. People haven't even allowed that one to truly sink in, even though it was released and the paper trail is there... a circus caught their attention and it remains. #billionairepingpong