Whew...

Well - while we still don't have answers, at least one thing we know is Kyle does not have leukemia...and that's a huge WHEW!

It's starting to lean towards whatever he has is the same thing I had/have... a screwed up immune system that make doctors scratch their heads.

I had my little nervous breakdown earlier this week where I thought I wouldn't be able to handle any of this....but...I am back now.

We'll get through it...

Kyle has always been my little mini-me.

He looks just like me, and has my temperament (plus some) - he is an out of the box thinker...and most importantly stubborn - that stubbornness is something I know well, and I am sure that no matter what is thrown in front of him he will tackle because NOTHING will take him down.

The hardest thing for me this week was being alone at night with my thoughts.

All those anxious feelings and only walls to vent them towards...

I couldn't stand it, so I ended up doing much of my venting on my facebook account...

And once again I was reminded we are not alone.

I am so very thankful for the circle of friends I have...all of them.

It was a reminder yet once again that when you feel overwhelmed ...like the mountain is collapsing on you...reach out because sooner or later someone will be there to touch your hand and spirit.

Thank you to all....