A glimpse inside with music

Today I added a playlist to my profile. All these songs have some meaning to me. The first song, "Remember the Tinman," is especially meaningful to me. While at first it may seem like a depressing song, it actually helped me to look within inside of myself....

When it came out back in the early 90's I was actively in the process of trying to understand my childhood, and working on healing from being molested. This song reflected all the questions I had inside me. I can remember playing it over and over....with tears streaming down my face.

I needed to hear the soft notes and lyrics - it helped to bring out all the emotions I had ignored for so long. All the pain I pretended wasn't there.

All the other songs on the list have meaning to me....some of good times, and some reflect times when I struggled with myself...my memories...

I have a friend who has a knack of communicating emotions he can't (for whatever reason) voice with music. The man is a walking jukebox....he can pull out a song and email a link to me that will capture whatever is going on in my life...or whatever he needs to tell me.

I love it when I get those emails first thing in the morning as I am waking up...it always puts a smile on my face.....sometimes while also pulling my hair out....

What music tells your story...shares your heart..your spirit?

As you can see mine is all over the place...ups...downs....sad....depressing, and uplifting.

And depending on my mood....the order will change.

Also please let me know if it bothers you as a reader to open this blog and hear the music.